kill me now

things i've done recently that could possibly be construed as sad:

- started a blog.

- spent 3 hours hanging out at my workplace on my day off.

- driven around aimlessly for 2 hours listening to 'love song dedications'. i still wonder if raeleen forgave scottie for screwing her sister sharon. he felt really bad about it. both times.

- written several text messages that i'll never send to people i'll never laugh about it with.

- risked illness by wearing a damp top because it completed the perfect "casual chic" outfit i'd been planning all day.

- planned the "casual chic" outfit all day.

- became irrationally upset that i don't have enough money to dye my hair. or buy the skirt i've been obsessing over. or the shoes.

- made an appointment with my hairdresser, lay-byed the skirt and bought the shoes nonetheless. hey, everyone deserves a treat!

- let my friend andrew touch my boobs. again.

- and again.

- rung up every video store in my local area in search of a copy of before sunrise, then watched it so i would be prepared to see before sunset.

- seen before sunset*.

*don't get angry at me boud. i did like it a lot. it was in fact charming and funny. but it makes for good blogging to pretend like i'm too cool for it.