another shmaltzy one. you love it. fo shiz.
the dismal state of affairs that has classified my existence for the past few years has been well publicised on this here blog (i.e. i have bitched and moaned about my life a lot in a cheap ploy for sympathy like the whiny little attention whore that i am.)
as each new blow has been dealt to me and mine i have struggled with decisions regarding privacy and the protection of my family. i began by hinting ever so slightly that things were not so very kosher in nadstown. but eventually - after much painful deliberation over the 'publish post' key - the truth came out and i bared my naked soul for all to perve on.
wow, i think i've finally hit "woe is me" rock bottom. linking to an old sympathy-chasing post from a brand new sympathy-chasing post. could i be any more transparent? i think i probably could, but lets not find out. yet.
*cancels sky-writer*
anyway, its 2am and i'm awake and not drunk - alright, i'm a smidge tipsy - and i'm feeling kinda saccharine and i really just wanted to shout love across cyberspace to those beautiful creatures who have shared my ouchies and made the soul-baring worth it with their blessed words and fuck-me-dead actions because i don't think i could've stayed in nadstown this long without their kindness and encouragement and even though things have gotten worse rather than better back at the ranch i still manage to smile and giggle at least some of the time and pretend that everything's peachy and that tomorrow i'll be waking up roses and then i'll realise what i just wrote and probably take this mushy crap down quicker than you can say "fruity bitch".
*exhales*
so, yeah, ta lovelies. all of you. friends and strangers alike. spa buddies past, present and future. don't hate me cause i didn't link to you.
x
18 Comments:
what's a link between homo sapiens?
makin pizza here at Palm Beatch. my channel ten culinary suggestions have been shot down like flimsy Spitfire's over the channel
Nads. I am extremely impressed by your heart felt blogg. Being only recently new to this whole blogg thing, I have to say out of all the bloggers - you are definately one of them. I admire you.
I am a blogg whore and it's all because of your generosity and my ability to draw special people to my life.
tms - Just cause I did a show about being a bushranger, doesn't mean I know how to ride a horse. Eat your goumet pizza and shut it.
*Leaves secretly loving tms*
wish i hadn't used that apostrophe, big time
nads - much love back!!!!!!!!!!
i miss you. *sigh*
wishin i'd kept that photo of you with my underwear in your mouth now... hehe...
nads - words can't express the love.
*wishing i'd kept that photo of your mouth in my underwear now*
tms: don't let the boys break you. you make your schmitzel pizzas and you make em with pride boy.
roguey: now you understand why i thanked you for last weekend, sir. getting away from home is a rare and beautiful thing in my life.
red betty: miss you too, kiddo. i'm sure the boud has a copy of said photo lying around in his wank bank somewhere. in fact i know he does.
fluffy: eeeew. bless.
love youse all.
me too loves you, in a totally platonic cos i havent actually met you, non internet-freaky-stalker way. :)
I love you in a totally internet freaky stalker way.
Big, big hugs. x
It's a heartfelt sort of weekend, I reckon. And I looooove you in a 100% LEZ way...
LEZ4EVS!
Nads, only a newcomer so hope I'm not intruding, but love your blog and think your posts are very funny and very honest. Hope that didn't sound insincere. Keep it up.
p.s Think I still owe you a beer from Cottonwood's sell-out gig.
Sly in Tanzania
Keep your chin up sweetheart and keep on doing what your doing. Those of us who follow your blog, can't help but be touched by the trials that you are presently dealing with. You can make me cry and then nearly piss myself laughing in as little as half a paragraph and that is a gift. Please don't stop sharing your thoughts and feelings with us...we will miss it.
so filled with love right now.
and really fucking horny.
*ruins moment*
Yep, you're fucked as well.
Dear Fruity Bitch - a big hug from me too. In your post you mention the 'glass half full or half empty?'
who cares - it's not the drink you ordered anyhow. Your funk is coming from your feeling that there must be something you can 'DO' to make everything bad come good. there isn't. nothing is fair and it isn't your fault.another hug.
Hey Lanada (hey, that sounds like a tre-cool country!). I started this blogging business a little while ago in a mission to trick Book Book. Suffice to say, that gig's over (I've since been discovered), but in those early days (pfft! Like, two weeks ago!), I clicked on Booky's first link and was rolling with laughter reading about your midnight trip to the servo with Josh. It's only been a short while but I've really enjoyed your writing. Lovely to read this last entry too. You've obviously had a rough time of late but remember you're only the stronger for it. And don't forget - talking crap with friends is plenty of fun, but the friends who stick around for a chat when the crap comes down are worth keeping. You're obviously still blessed. Anonymous happy wishes, Freelancer. :)
As always, totally in awe of your raw, open-hearted blogging. It must be hard. I know I couldn't do it.
Hope you're holding up okay.
bless.
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